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I am trying to decide if I want to join the 
group or not. there are a ton of members from 
so I've already interacted with a lot of members. I have a crystal, an animal, and even a basic character already developed.
However... I can't even keep up with the tasks for the group I'm already a part of, and my depression may be low grade, but it's constant (Dysthymia - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysthymi… if anyone's curious). So I don't see my output increasing any time in the future.
...but the character is already partially developed.
Ugh. Decisions, decisions.
group or not. there are a ton of members from so I've already interacted with a lot of members. I have a crystal, an animal, and even a basic character already developed.However... I can't even keep up with the tasks for the group I'm already a part of, and my depression may be low grade, but it's constant (Dysthymia - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysthymi… if anyone's curious). So I don't see my output increasing any time in the future.
...but the character is already partially developed.
Ugh. Decisions, decisions.
I am still alive
My last journal was posted a year ago.
Update: I am indeed, still alive.
New and Unexpected Fandom Alert: UPDATE
So...the Venom movie happened. Twice. There would easily be a third time if I had the money.
Also...Marvel...Why do you not advertise Venom as the romance/love story that it is? I started reading the comics as well and I was not prepared for the feels. At all. I needed a warning label.
So that's my new, current hyper-fixation.
Just leave me here in my ever-growing trash pile.
UPDATE:
So I found the money to see Venom for a third time.
I'd say I have a problem... but I really don't.
The 2018 Venom comic is also very, very good too. But Jesus...the heartstrings after issue 6 and 7.
"I love you Eddie" <- Just kill me now. :crying: Symbr
Ugh
My art is simply terrible. My god. I browsed my gallery, and I don't think there was a single thing I could be remotely proud of. I really wish people woud tell me how lack-lustre my art is, but everyone always spews supportive but highly biased praise. Like I have no objectivity with my own art. I'm well aware of my short-comings, but I appreciate the fact people don't want to hurt my feelings. Thanks, I guess.
Slow Creative Return: Edited Sept 18, 2018
Mostly just sketches and re-designs at this point. 1 or 2 inked pieces. Nothing I want to risk ruining with colour though, so not much to post.
I've been doing more cross-stitch than drawing. Semi-creative without the creativity solely on my shoulders.
I feel better mentally, but it's not translating to feeling better physically and creatively.
EDIT: I'm slowly posting some of my crappy old partially done sketches into my scrapbook if anyones interested.
I'm stuck using the browser vers of DA on my phone for now, and using just my phone camera to take the pics. So please excuse the low quality.
I also cant figure out how to post a new jour
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Hey sweetie, sorry I'm so behind. It's up to you but I'm over there and would be happy to interact <3
Of course I'm terrible and want plenty of Niq when you're feeling her, but sometime sit helps to have two different kinds of characters and alternate.
Of course I'm terrible and want plenty of Niq when you're feeling her, but sometime sit helps to have two different kinds of characters and alternate.